Thursday 21 April 2011

Hello bloggers!

I know, it's been so long since I've last blogged. I do apologise; I've just been so busy lately and I've had absolutely no time by myself to actually wrote anything.


Let me fill you in on what's happened in my life since I last blogged!
I'm engaged now. Wayne popped the question on Valentine's Day. If I had my own way I'd not have proposed to someone on this specific day. It's so predictable! The ring is gorgeous though - I'll give him that.

We are currently trying for a baby. I want a baby more than anything. Only problem is, I think I want a baby more than I want to be with Wayne. We've been having problems lately. I don't know if it's because my mood has gotten worse again. I was diagnosed with depression in August 2009. Within a year I was put on three different types of anti-depressants until I saw a psychiatrist in August 2010. I was then taken off my medication until a few weeks ago. My mood had begun to deteriorate so I am now back on the happy pills. I guess that because of that I'm so unpredictable in how I feel that I've been letting the stupid things in our relationship get to me.

Wayne's home now so I'll have to blog later!